Wednesday, April 9, 2014

The Masters

Reprinted from April 2007.    This past week I was supposed to be in Augusta, Georgia in attendance for the Masters Golf Tournament.  Well, at least for a practice round on Tuesday, the Par Three tournament on Wednesday, and then the opening round of competition on Thursday.    As I said, I was supposed to be there.    My life-long dream and I was invited.   We had motel reservations, tickets to the events, and a plan of attack to buy passes for the weekend rounds.   This had been in the works for nearly a year now, so why did it all fall through?

Last summer I was playing golf almost everyday, including a regular foursome on Sundays.  One of the guys from that group had us “hooked up” for this year’s Masters Trip, and boy was I excited at the thought.   Each Sunday morning we would meet at one of the many golf courses in the east Tennessee area where we thought we could sneak in a couple of coolers of beer and we’d have plenty of “good-ole boy” fun.   Our golf game didn’t see much improvement, but it was “good times” - as far as golfing and drinking goes that is. 

Thanksgiving Day was the last round of golf that I played with them, though.   An injury to my knee that I had suffered at work several months earlier had continued to worsen, and it reached a point that I just couldn’t play any longer.   Finally I had to give in to the idea of sitting out the winter months to give my knee a chance to heal.  What took place over the next month was life changing to say the least - for I began to go to church on Sundays rather than to the nearest eighteen-hole escape center.    Even though I wasn’t living the life of a Christian, I hungered to be around “good people” and to learn more about what I didn’t know.   Unfortunately my knee didn’t heal much though, and by mid December it had digressed to a point where I was barely able to walk, as some of you will remember.

Most of you know, last December I asked God to forgive me of my sins and take control of my life, (we all know that there are many that ask the prior, but not the latter and it becomes a vicious cycle of returning to the same sin that they have succumbed to for years) and this is when several things changed drastically!    First of all my heart was healed, secondly my knee was healed, and thirdly my desires were transformed to His desires.   Guess what, His desires didn’t include me going to the Masters Tournament, and hanging out with my former golf/drinking buddies.    Instead He had a much richer experience planned for me this past week.

The week started out with a Palm Sunday Church service, and a deeply engraved message from God through our pastor. Wednesday night’s service brought about an unorthodox message from the same pastor, and a personal calling for me to do more in His service.   Thursday evening there was the Seder Passover meal (a traditional Jewish communion service) and a true learning experience provided by two wonderfully gifted men of God.   Friday night, and our LIFE group meeting (Prayer/Bible study) then my participation in the 24-hour prayer service at our Church.   My scheduled time was from 12:45am to 2am.  On the way to Church to pray, I was simply hoping that I would be able to stay focused for more than an hour of prayer in the middle of the night.   At 3:20 in the morning I walked out of the building.  I looked at my watch and began to praise God for how much time had elapsed as I had prayed for one situation after another for my extended church family.  This may seem trivial to some, but when you go as long as I did without praying, you get a little out of practice.   Try this - mentally add 19 years to your age (if you’re 40 now, then say you would be 59 years old) and ask yourself, what it would be like if you never said another prayer until you reached that age.  Not a single one, regardless of your circumstances.   Tough to imagine isn’t it?

Anyway, back to last week - Sunday came and a 6:30am Sunrise Service, which was beautiful both in song and spirit.   The sun rose above the hills and trees around 7:15 despite the unusual twenty-six degree weather that morning.   A pancake breakfast, good conversation, and a personal prayer session in the sanctuary tithed me over until the routine worship service began, (which as usual is anything but a routine service).  Once home again I turned on golf and watched a relatively unknown kid from Iowa win the greatest of all golfing events, and declare before a worldwide television audience that Jesus was his risen Savior this Easter Sunday.   What a simple, but fearless testimony!   We can all wish that we would do the same, given the opportunity.

The title of this journal entry is deceptive in a way.  “The Masters” not as in the golf tournament, but as in The Master plural, with the recognition that we choose as to which master we serve.    What I came to recognize this week was that The Masters isn’t a golf event, but rather a lifestyle, a focus, a direction, a commitment to serve others through Him.   The Masters goes on 365 days a year in our lives with the choices we make as to what our priorities are.   I heard a pastor recently talk about the trap that he had fallen into with spending so much time watching ESPN broadcast of such things as fishing tournaments, professional poker playing, and reruns of sports news that he had just watched a few hours earlier.   Masters!

Our jobs, our businesses, our children, our money, our worries, our golf-game, our televisions, our “religion,” our whatever  - all Masters in one way or another that distract us from living out God’s will for our lives.   Which will you choose to serve today?   As for me, and my household……

  
Dear Father, help me to be focused on You each day, and not on the many Masters that avail themselves, or thrust themselves upon me.   I want to be known by You as a great champion of faith, and deeds to receive a white robe when the course has been completed, as opposed to the green jacket that this world has to offer.   Amen


Doug

Time Stood Still

Good Friday.   It’s a little past eleven o'clock this morning and Jesus from Nazareth has been hanging from the cross for more than two hours now. This morning as been filled with many strange, yet thoroughly predicted events. Some of us have simply gone about our morning as if it were just another day, but for Him it was the beginning of a new covenant. 

I've already been awake for about six hours now and the thought of how his day had started so much earlier (for he’s been up all night) has flowed in and out of my thoughts several times.

What started out as an after-dinner prayer session in the garden has now come full circle through one mock trial after another. Not a defender or friend found anywhere at this point, only those wanting to persecute and punish him for the vicious crime of love. Alone again, just as he was last night while praying so earnestly as the blood and sweat poured through his skin as his closest allies slept silently.

Many of us can tell someone exactly where we were when the news of 911 reached us, or what we were doing when we heard President Kennedy had been shot, or what our reaction was to hearing that the wall dividing the two Germanys finally fell - but how many of us will pause long enough to recount the events of this day in history. Where are you on this day, Good Friday - today?

Before seven o'clock this morning he had already been held up to the crowds awaiting outside the ruler's chamber, only to be denied recognition in exchange for the release of Barabbas, (a known killer and thief) the first of many to be saved by this Saviour of ours. 

At that same time this morning Dale and I watched the sun rise over the shoreline of a beautiful and serene lake in an area of Alabama appropriately named "All Good" and my heart was being drawn nearer to His. A good start to a Good Friday indeed!

Already he’s endured unimaginably cruel whippings, and beatings to the point layer upon layer of skin has been stripped from his body. He's suffered through shameless acts of disgrace before rulers, priest, and judges of this world throughout the night, yet he's maintained his dignity – he's stayed true to himself and his purpose. Unlike most of us, he never resents his position or calling, he never cowards down to appeasement, he simply continues to march in cadence with the beat of a warrior's drum.

By seven-thirty he's been sentenced to death -
I was fixing pancakes and bacon for breakfast, while she checks her email and does some on-line banking. He's facing not a normal execution, but rather a vile and cruel one set aside for the worst of all criminals, and for revolutionaries – the hideous Roman crucifix. I imagine it takes quite a bit of time as the guards select just the right cross from the pile of readied lumber outside the wood-worker's shop for which to hang a son of a carpenter claiming deity. They want to insure the heaviest and largest would be thrown across his shoulders, yet the weight of the wood is the least of the load he bears this morning.

The executioners meticulously see to it that his punishment is carried out so completely in every way. Despite being tired, hurt, and dazed, he simply relies on the strength of his purpose to keep moving forward – to his point of destiny. No sleep for over twenty-four hours, beaten down, blood flowing profusely from the stripes upon his body. His face is battered and swollen from the closed-fist beatings he's taken as a cloth is wrapped around his eyes (supposedly to hide the identity of his attackers), yet he knows each one. Dried spit now stains his cheeks as a robe of ridicule is placed over his shoulders. There is no one with him 'cept the Father. 

All the while this morning around this time I go about loading and unloading the dishwasher trying to wrap my heart around this scene playing out in my mind. Trying to get a feel for the depth of loneliness he must have felt this morning. 

By eight o'clock he's staggering and stumbling through the streets and across the rocky pathway finally giving in to accept the assistance of a man from Africa whom we know only as Simeon. A bonding takes place that will change lives forever in this fateful appointment as they walk upward to a place and time that history is yet to forget. Eight-thirty rings in with a loud clank, the sickening sounds of the first spike being driven through skin, muscle, veins, and then wood.

This morning it once again resounds in my mind - CLANG - goes the hammer to the nail, as the blood splatters over the garment of the soldier holding it steady against his wrist and hand. His feet are over-lapped and held in place as the third and final spike is driven with tremendous force by the swinging of the heavy hammer.

I'm now alone with my thoughts of him as Dale goes about her house-cleaning chores, pausing only long enough to stop by the desk for a hug every now and then. CLANG goes the sound in my mind – CLANG as my body shivers at the sound.

By nine o'clock the cross is raised into place on a hillside sadly called “Place of a Skull” and the bidding begins immediately for his garments, a testimony to the fact that even these deniers knew the importance of the moment – the man. Once in the upright position the blood begins to pour freely from his forehead where the jagged edges of the weather-hardened thorns have pushed through his now fragile layers of skin.

With little earthly life left in him he still finds the mercy to voice forgiveness to a repentant thief hanging beside him. His mother and Mary Magdalene have just finished leading a group of women who love and adore him unlike no other to a hillside just a short distance away to pray to God for mercy to be shown for the one they call Master – friend.  At a distance, this was the best his faithful followers could do at this point, merely follow from a distance. 

I pause from this writing long enough to pray to him – for the One that is on the cross that morning long ago, still today sits at the right hand of the Father.

Mid-day approaches and the focus on this torturous death has been temporarily shifted when the sun disappears into the darken skies for three hours, a heavenly event that can't go unnoticed by even the strongest of deniers. The earth shakes violently, and the sound of the thick veil of the temple is deafening as it's being torn end to end capturing the attention of all those giving witness. Suddenly everyone recaptures their focus as the man hanging from the cross shouts (not whispers) - “Father, I entrust my spirit into your hands.” My Bible says, “and with those words he took his last breath.”

This next part may not be in your Bible, but I know it's in the Bible that rests in my heart - All natural laws of time and space were broken, and all theories of physics were tossed out the window as time stood still this afternoon to mark the historic reunion of the Creator and His creations - as if it were the moment just before God created Adam. 

Again this morning, time stands still as I recognize once more the significance of this event on a personal level. He did all this for a wretched sinner like me - amazing love!  We have such a tendency to hurry past this day on our way to Resurrection Sunday that often times we neglect to ponder on His sufferings.  Oh sure we can wear with ease the shiny crosses around our necks, but we somehow can't stomach to watch the horrific pain he suffered even when it's in movie form.  It's just too graphic we cry out through our tears, too painful.  I believe for us to truly appreciate the resurrection we must first totally engulf the cross and all its nastiness.   


As I write this item the song You are my king (Amazing love) by the group called Newsboys plays repeatedly. I've loved the lyrics of this song since my friend Tom Coleman first played it for me several years ago, and when I sense a need to refocus I simply play it as I am this morning, over and over, and over.

I’m forgiven because You were forsaken
I’m accepted, You were condemned
I’m alive and well, Your Spirit is within me
Because You died and rose again

Amazing love, how can it be
That You, my King, should die for me?
Amazing love, I know it’s true
It’s my joy to honor You
In all I do, to honor You

You are my King
You are my King
Jesus, You are my King
You are my King

On this day, the one we call “Good Friday” here in this beautiful place I call home I'm reminded of just how much an honor it is to praise and serve Him with our words and actions. Just a few short days from now the tomb will be emptied as the rock is rolled away and the sound of trumpets will shout He Lives. Yet, on this historically celebrated day I will always stop whatever I'm doing and give observance for the reason that time stood still some two thousand years ago.

I invite you to join me in singing from the heart in one accord - Jesus, you are my king!

An amazing love indeed...... I pray Easter-like blessings on each of you this weekend. doug


Reprinted from April 2009




Tuesday, April 8, 2014

Holding On

tuesday, april 8, 2014


Holding On - reprinted from Jan. 9, 2009

friday, january 9, 2009


Let go! “Just let go, and you’ll be ok” I screamed, but even in a crisis situation I felt really uncomfortable yelling at an eighty-something year old woman like that. There’s something to be said about “good raisings” I guess. “Please let go, I promise I’ll catch you!” Mrs. Kennedy was confused, she was hurt, she was disoriented, but most of all she was afraid – very afraid. Holding on for dear life was all she had left.

The problem was, what she was holding on to was sinking, and sinking fast I might add. To be exact, she was holding onto an eighty foot cabin-cruiser with half of its rear-section blown apart from an explosion in the engine compartment mere minutes earlier. What I was trying to get her to take hold of, was my hand, my bass boat, what small bit of safety I had to offer her. What she was holding on to also held her husband Leroy (of almost sixty years) and this is what she was really afraid to let go of - a lifetime, more so than a life.
Again, the problem was, what she was holding onto was sinking quickly beneath her feet.

I knew if I had any chance of saving her husband before it was too late she was going to have to let go of the deck rail she had a death grip of, and fall down into my arms for me to catch her. Finally she did, and I did. I convinced her (after about three attempts) to stay put in my boat, as I went for Leroy. She was confused, and frantic, but I found her loving husband to be even more so - after the deafening explosion he wasn’t sure what to do except to try and save his beautiful bride, and then himself. He immediately tried to radio for help, and then went underneath the deck and into the cabin to retrieve a couple of life-jackets for them.

Leroy was 84 years old at the time, all six foot two, and two hundred and fifty pounds of him. Throw in a bunch of soaking wet clothes and he was a “hand full” to say the least. The fact that he had somehow managed to get his life-jacket on while still holding on to her vest presented a whole new set of issues to deal with. As you can imagine the cabin section of the boat was filling quickly with the cold water of Old Hickory Lake and the flotation of the life jackets was causing the elderly Mr. Kennedy to become pinned against its roof yet he refused to let go of her life jacket, even unto the point where he lost consciousness.

Their boat had sunk more than ten feet since my arrival, and I was now standing in ankle deep water. Somehow I was able to break out the three panes of glass in the boat’s front windows and then finally two Samaritans swam over and helped me pry the water-logged body from the grips of death that held a temporary hold of it. We managed to roll him over and into my boat as the deck of the cabin-cruiser went beneath the surface. I quickly loosened the rope between the two boats before we were all dragged to the bottom of this greedy lake, and off we headed for the Marina.

Holding on to life was Mrs. Kennedy as she also held her husband’s head in her lap as I held on to his wrist as I checked for a pulse while steering my boat toward safety. What started out as an opportunity to continue holding on to the peace and serenity of a day on the lake before winterizing our vessels became an afternoon where we found ourselves merely holding on to each other, and the situation we had before us.

You know, the one thing I’ve found I do more often than I should is I hang on to things that just aren’t good for me. Like eating the wrong foods, drinking the wrong stuff, thinking the wrong thoughts. Hanging out with the wrong groups of people, or any of the other many bad habits I’ve experimented with from time to time in my life. Sometimes what I find is I’m voluntarily holding on to the very things that hold me back from being where I need to be with my life - where God wants me to be.

There’s always a sense of security in holding on to something since we already know the risks/rewards involved, and the level of commitment that is expected from us. And there’s always a certain amount of fear in reaching out for something new or different. This is so true in many aspects of our lives; with relationships, jobs, homes, even automobiles, where we go to church, how we teach our children, and yes most certainly in how we see ourselves. There are so many things we find to hold onto in our past, and present that sometimes our hands become so full we can’t hold on to the “right things” tight enough, and we simply lose our grip.

Holding on to things such as absolute truth, conviction, values, and principles are all things that get tested at times, and either our grips are made weaker or stronger because of these challenges. I now understand that simply because someone else is holding on tightly to a sinking ship, doesn’t make it something I should hold on to also. Yet so often we revert to that way of thinking, we get caught up in trying to mirror our lives in many ways to the lives of our parents, grandparents, friends, fellow church-goers.

I’ve found FEAR will almost always cause us to be hesitant to let go of what we even understand to be wrong for us. “Fear” as in the lack of courage to trust God, and have faith that He is in total control of all things both here on earth as well as in heaven - the kind of “fear” that can only be conquered by God’s love, and direction through His word.

Mrs. Kennedy finally let go, and let God rescue her, for I was merely the bodily form He used to catch her. Mr. Kennedy finally let go of the hand of death he was holding on to, and recovered from this accident. Unfortunately, it took me many more years to let go of so many of the fearful thoughts, and selfish ways I had been holding on to for so long – yet we all three were saved in a very real way.

Holding on sometimes can be the one thing that actually holds us back from allowing His purpose to be fulfilled in our lives. Ask yourself, is there something in your past you’re holding on to even today that you know you need to let go of? If the truth were told - we all have those things in our lives. If the truth were told - we all live with some unhealthy amount of fear about letting go of the things we've held on to for far too long.

Let go! “Just let go, and you’ll be ok” He calls out to us, “Please let go, I promise I’ll catch you.”

doug

Steve Harvey Introduction to Christ